I don’t like being watched

Find Your Dragon

I don’t mean in the online sense, as in others taking an interest. I mean in the voyeuristic sense. My father used to stare at me. From when I was about 3 years old, I remember feeling deeply uncomfortable at the way he looked at me, but not being able to figure out why. I would always try and avoid being anywhere near him, and become like a wooden doll if he ever picked me up, or tried to hold me on his lap.

In later years, I would go as far as trying to take a different route out of the house so that I didn’t have to walk past him in the living room. In his armchair where he still sits and watches telly day in and day out, whilst mum still does his bidding. As a teenager, I’d take a change of clothes to friend’s houses, and…

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About meon lic

You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching, Love like you'll never be hurt, Sing like there's nobody listening, And live like it's heaven on earth It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving,,,,,,,thats all about my imaginations call me at Click to video call me  ooVoo Video Chat
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